.butterfly in stomach.

paranoid.

31 Oct 2011 Leave a Comment

by cawan in .ikot suka aku.

Kenapa cemburu?sebab paranoid.kenapa paranoid?sebab penah buat silap.

.blogging.

12 Jul 2008 Leave a Comment

by cawan in .ikot suka aku.

hahaha..bru je buat blog bru..sbbnya b4 this aku buat kt friendster blog..cm xbest lgsg..hahaha…so moved out to wordpress cm hebat sgt la nk berpindah randah.tp sbb nya when i was down 5months ago,my dear fara ask me buat blog bru..haha..1st knon2 nya nk private kan blog ar..then bila dh berzaman xbukak blog tu,aku jd xbtul sbb nya aku lgsg xingat id n password aku..hhhahaha..cam bangang je…then try to buat blog bru..bila dh ada blog,aku ape lg,cm beria2 la nk menaip..

life getting great.even aku xtau pon ape yg great sgt ngan life aku..hahaha…but really enjoy it.a lot of tekanan yg kadang2 buat aku pikir..ye2 je aku ni..hahahha…but its better than b4…serius.aku enjoy gila ape yg aku nk buat skang..haha..got a better job offer wif a great salary,great future i think..but i have to let it go.the reason is aku xminat..for me,i have to wut i want n wut i like..biar gaji kecik kot  janji aku suka ngan ape yang aku nk buat..buat ape gaji riban2 tp by the time u suffer by ur ownself..yes..mmg duet penting..but both penting…da $$$ and the enjoyment job that u want to do..so i have to let go the job yang offer aku best salary…hahah..so skang..aku dok je la ngan tn aji aku yg gelabah t****…hahahaha…tuuutttttttttttttttttttttt..

xksah la keja ape pon,dengan gaji banyak mana pon, if u know the way to save all ur $$$ jd je..ye x???klau keja gaji riban2 pon tp xgheti nak menyimpan,so sama je ngan orang yg keja gaji kecik..memanjang xckup..life so tough.suma nk naik.ape yg beria2 sgt nak naik kan suma bnda pon aku xpaham..sbbnya pendapatan berkapita kt mesia ni xde hebat sgt…so aku rasa pihak tertentu kot should observe ada lagi org kt mesia ni yg hidup ssh..kira kais pagi makan pagi,kais petang makan petang..xyah nk kira derang la kot..yg gaji banyak pon,if dh suma naik,kehendak masing2 yg cam tong..so sama je,am i rite??hahah…cam bagos aku ni dok bebel2..haha..xpe kira aku ni part of suara masyarakat yang ditindas..hahahahaha..

ape2 pon..renung2 kan dan selamat beramal…..

.saturday vomit.

12 Jul 2008 Leave a Comment

by cawan in .ikot suka aku.

..nothing to say..haha..saje nk membuang masa aku bila aku kena keja weekend…demnn!!!!How is one to live a moral and compassionate existence when one is fully aware of the blood, the horror inherent in life, when one finds darkness not only in one’s culture but within oneself? If there is a stage at which an individual life becomes truly adult, it must be when one grasps the irony in its unfolding and accepts responsibility for a life lived in the midst of such paradox. One must live in the middle of contradiction, because if all contradiction were eliminated at once life would collapse. There are simply no answers to some of the great pressing questions. You continue to live them out, making your life a worthy expression of leaning into the light..